| Tinuveil you could not of said it any better and what you said about wanting to go back and change a decsion you have made is something we all think about but if we could we would lose all sense of time because we would be going back and changing every little mistake. Well at least I would because there are thousands of mistakes I've mdae. Heh Heh like the joke yah so do I. But back to the point; you have expressed many hard truths in this writing which are difficult for some people to realize and these are: that no matter what you do you feel as though you could do it better or more to your liking and that you never feel complete until you've found as K'Heart said a "purpose". I have still not found mine yet and I feel that the overwhelming thought of suicide will conquer me before I do.
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This pain is sratching at my bone.
And this Loneliness won't leave me alone. |