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Don't take my distraction as a lack of interest in the relationship between us... I just... I have...numbed myself. I'm self medicating. If I had more tylenol three or something stronger I'd be doped up insted of just high. But I took the last one yesterday and I'm praying the pain in my abdomin doesn't come back. I just...have distracted myself. from everything. I don't think about anything. At all. Except moving. Trees. And that's pretty much it. I ignore the way I feel about anything or anyone right now. Oh and halloween. I'm planning my costume. I need a cute white long sleeve shirt. a tail, ears, leg warmers and some cute shoes. Japanese schoolish catgirl. Yuuup. I gotta show you the pieces I already have... Look i'm babbling. fantastically felt poem. I admire your style the more you write.
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She's always trying not to cry.
But I can see the demons in her eyes.
She's always trying not to yell.
But you see to her, she's trapped in hell. |