| Love is in the mind(I rather feel Misery)
I believe I am evil, deceitful, and mean.
You tell me,
I’m nice, forgiving and loving.
What lies do you put in my head?
As I lay in my bed,
I dream of you in pink.
Despite old dreams,
Of pain and blood I drink.
So tell me have I really changed,
Or have I stayed the same?
How dare you play this game.
How dare you mess with my brain.
I swear I think I am insane,
But no, you’ve changed the game.
No longer am I one I once knew.
On my heart you grew.
I don’t know this feeling,
Its feels so revealing.
You tell me its alright,
But with this feeling I’m living a lie.
I don’t want to be here,
I want to still feel fear,
But now I feel love.
I stop this, its enough.
I don’t want to feel this anymore,
Its makes my heart feel soar.
Its worst then pain,
What a horrible game.
I don’t want to Love you see,
I’d rather feel MISERY!
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