moonlight_child

How am I full of feelings so complex and deep?
Have you not the answers I so desperately seek?
Why have I left myself behind?
When I search for me… who knows what I’ll find.
I’m giving into temptation; giving into seclusion.
No way around the dysfunctional illusion
Lost in a path that cannot be found.
Forever guarded and never bound.

How long must eternity last?
Hiding the future; running from the past.
Pleasure is pleasing; but pleasure is pain.
Hate is false with nothing to gain.
Why have I left myself behind?
When I search for myself… who knows what I’ll find.
I am again lost in waves of meaningless emotions.
I am again a victim of worthless devotion.

How simple is the sunlight reflected?
Can anyone tell when a lie is detected?
I have no hope to look for with ease.
I find blood, death, and dreadful disease.
Why have I left myself behind?
When I search for me… who knows what I’ll find.
But somewhere in the mists of everything gone wrong;
you were here beside me all along.

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Love is like a gust of wind; it blows and then goes away...
Without you, my soul goes out of control on the brink of danger...
My world is already in a violent storm