Happy birthday? o.o
But in all seriousness i can relate to this. As the years go by, my birthday just becomes another day of the year for me. I think this poem is a good one, niot because of the subject matter, but for straying from the beaten path. Remembrance is normally a positive thing, where as you have taken it and squeezed all the happiness from it. Not an easy task, and i respect that. Nice job!