Rage, Hate, Pain fills my soul
My inner core screams for sweet release
Blank stares and non-thoughtful mind
Continues hurt is what I receive

Torn soul and hurt filled heart
Weakens me from my inside out
My strong hold slipping between my fingers
No way of stopping it, no way of winning

Head held in my hands to keep from spinning
Turning and twisting my hearts desires
Playing tricks on my easily fooled mind
Stop! My sanity is what keeps me alive