Why ignorance is bliss?
Is it because you ignore the world and reside in your own tiny body?
Or is it just because you want to be alone and never remembered?
Or just watch your nemesis suffer in front of you?
To let everything out
Without being chased by the impenetrable darkness
To be consumed to just be burned by hatred until you lose it
To let go of the angst that blisters within you
And to forget of the people that caused you to be in this state of mind
I feel anger, hatred and jealousy
“Yell and be free”
I don’t want anything holding me back
“Smack the crap out of them arrogants”
And just be one of them.
I don’t what I’m fighting for
I don’t know why I yell
I don’t know why I instigate
Or just think it will be all right
I try to escape out of this prison
Breathing deeply I realize
I hurt much more
I’ll paint it on my walls
Or even scribble it on my flesh
Never to scream and fight again
Because I don’t want to be the one
Who is always lost.