Sazzy

I'm sure we have all had one of those dream's where you wake up and wonder where on earth that came from? Like "why did I dream about that?" or "is that what I want to happen now?". Its the kind of dream that you least expected. Then, for the next few nights, you have dreams similar to that first one. That's when you start to wonder what it is they are trying to tell you.

Recently I've been having a certain theme pop-up in my dreams. Its that of me being a mother. Its kind of freaking me out a little. I know I'm 23 and I'm getting younger. But then the logical part of me reminds me that although I'm in a stable relationship. Its not marriage and I don't have the right financial support to even think about making a family.

Oh I should also say, Solking does know about these dream's. So this will not shock him at all.

With the first two or three dream's I had a daughter and then two night's about I had a son. Its to wake up and realise I am far from being a mother so why am I am dreaming about being one. Even though, most of my old school friends have children. I guess I feel a little left out but then again I don't. I feel like the smart one for waiting till I'm fully ready to have a child.

Its scary enough to think that there is going to someday be a little Sazzy running around the place calling me "mummy". I've been told I will make a great mother but that one scares me. It only seems to build up a big expectation of reality.

The Closest I've gotten to acting a like a parent in some way, is when I was babysitting my future nephew's in NY. Solking and I were left to look after the youngest children out of five. So we had to deal with the dirty nappies and crying.

Yet there is a part of me thinking that I could be a mother. I might not be that good but we learn from experience right? Its just I don't want to get pregnant as soon as possible. I would rather wait a few years till Solking and I are fully settled with married life.

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Sometimes Dreams even the freaking dreams talk about the future that you will have or just the day that you will wake for it tomorrow .And I as I read once that the dreams whatever Good or Bad have a link to the real life, sometime Guide .and because you think that you are a good mother or not, the thoughts that come in your mind can cause this type of Dreams, that you don’t want to become pregnant this time as possible so that what reflect in your Dreams.

Note: Whatever your age, if you feel like you don't mind staying up all night...Go and do it but, if not Just the life drive that.

RayMe

Oh god..i had bad dreams sometimes alright.. but cool thing is.. i got premonitions too and also omen showing dreams of what future beholds.. in very symbolic way @.@

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Hassun

Had one a short while ago where someone elbowed me in the face, shattering my teeth in the process. Not really knocking many of them out, just shattering them and breaking off most of the teeth above the gums.
Next thing I know I'm sitting at a table with a wooden box in my hands containing all the little shards and pieces of my teeth. The person in front of me is the guy who elbowed them to pieces. He asks if he can see them so I give him the box. Then, before I can react, puts his hand in the box, grabs as much of the bits he can and throws them around as if he's trying to sow seeds. All to hide the evidence.
Then I woke up.

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