Thread: Ever feel like ********

Ever feel like you are falling inlove too fast and you stop and pause for a moment and realize damn!!! they were right.

It seems that this heart is falling fast and falling like over board really confused kind of way. He dodges some of my questions and just keeps saying no I love you a lot with all my heart.....I realized that i wouldn't even hesistate not to give in to anything right now and am falling head over heels.

The confusion in my head wants me to get a hammer or drop an anvil on my head yeah like looney toons

Now all these feelings coming to the surface has me on a cautious mode since i am falling and might crash really hard. LIke what my brother says i fall in love hard and get burned really bad. I have never really let myself become this vulnerable after what has happened to me. Now am starting to be that again and am scared for myself that i might now recover from the hurt and lock myself up somewhere again and become this emotionless person my family has disliked for years.

Ever feel like your world is wonderful but sume parts or it is crashing? Mine is right now. some parts of mylife is like am soaring am happy but on some parts i really don't know where i stand and like my life is on hold.

I just hope when i fall this time i don't crash and burn.There may never be a way for me to go back to what i was if this happens. I told my mom some time ago that growing up had too many pains involved in it. She told me that well sweetie you just have to do your growing up sooner or later.

Maybe but for now this is just so one of those days when i had to write it down and say ever felt like?