I found that in life, nothing is ever constant. Its always full of ups and downs but really the only thing that matters is that you stay true to yourself. If you feel like you really love this guy, then you do, would you really want to deny yourself the opportunity of happiness and let it pass you by.
I am not saying don't be cautious because no one wants their heart broken so many times that there isn't much left. But if we let that one person who could really change our world go and be with someone else then it would just be one big regret. But then things have a habit of coming round again. Like what happened with Solking and myself. We both got really close after we started talking practically every day. But the thing that came between us was distance and I started University. I ended up not even trying to follow my feelings and I went out with someone else and so did he. But then almost two years ago. We were back to how we used to be and we've been together ever since.