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    Starting over.....

    Well i got tired of crying and not eating so instead of keeping on being put to hang somewhere like he always does..... I decide to start again. I have cried all the tears I can till they wont come anymore. And like one of my favorite friends said...Life is better without the drama. and that drama doesn't suit me.

    So when he told me that he freakishly hates me for not believing him...and to stay out of his F_way....then stay away i will.................

    sometimes all it takes is a few days away to see the clearer picture....I don't think my heart is ready for any entanglement. Although i will believe him if he says he wants to come back and if he says he loves me but i need to like do this for my own good. I have lost my self esteem and my sense of being me along the way and I cant afford to loose my identity since I am a single mom. I dont want my son to see me crying coz of a broken heart...

    While i gather the pieces and pick up myself, I still wonder sometimes ...Maybe if I did what he wanted ( which is not talk to the friends he doesnt like)....could he have changed? If things were different and I lived nearer him could he have taken me more serious ? Could he have avoided having others?

    Just a thought ... but again like this entry said.... I am starting over and hopefully this brings a better ending.
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    Re: Starting over.....

    It's so sad...
    -Whipes tears away-...
    How can he be so harsh to you...??
    Hate that kind of guys...
    We are affraid of losing controle...But why should you be affraid of losing it...While you didnt have it...

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    IDK really..... I tried to underrstand and well it seems no matter what I do i wont be good ehough for him.................................
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    BUt dont think of yourself less okay...
    That's not what you need okay...
    But I found it very good of you that...
    you tried to start over...
    I wish I could do that...
    We are affraid of losing controle...But why should you be affraid of losing it...While you didnt have it...

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    Re: Starting over.....

    Honey, you don't need this.
    F_ the guys that dont want you.
    You're beautifullll(:
    Stay strong. I mean, We've all been there.
    You'll get through it.
    && meet your prince
    && have royal babies.
    && live happily ever after as Queen of your world..emm..Country(:
    I lovess you. You have me that cares(:
    Yeah, Bye.

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    Re: Starting over.....

    Quote Originally Posted by PhoenixSara View Post
    IDK really..... I tried to underrstand and well it seems no matter what I do i wont be good ehough for him.................................
    pah-lease!
    you dont need a guy's approval
    because true beauty lies deep inside your soul and if he cant see it
    another one will
    girl just STRUT YOUR STUFF
    and just smile
    I'm the best you'll ever have because i am that f*ing AMA-zing chic who can stand on her own d*n feet and becasue of you I am the Greatest Thank you so much SasuraiHell and Gwen

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    Re: Starting over.....

    yes i agree with the others and you are starting over again with me.........i hope to be able to prove that i am worthy of even your smile.
    The love of my life was not born perfect,nor was she meant to be, but she is the only one for me.

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