Where did the time go , not enough was said
never did i see things from your point of view
im always angry i never knew the time we had
would be so brief.
Gone is yesterday those things i should have said
i know your time is short but still i cant find what
needs to be said . when does the hurt begin? and'
why does everything seem to go by so fast? i have known
you my hole life and still i havnt made my peace with you.
Time is way to short to be keeping this inside so i will
say it here where things arnt so hard to say i will miss you
Dad if only things could have been different if only there was
this seemed more like a journal entry than a poem so i posted it here
my dad has a few weeks to live and wasn't sure what to say
heck i still don't know for sure and im not sure if it hasn't sunk in
yet but i havnt had a crying stage yet.
i think its more of wanting to be strong but not sure though
my dad has 4 to 6 weeks to live and im not really sure what should
be said because we arn't that close but i am doing what i can to help
though with thing around the house since that is where he wants to
be and not in some hospital bed.
anyway im taking a few weeks off to help out and try to say some stuff
that needs to be said just hope i can find the words to do it so this is my
last entry for a while talk to every one later.