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    Garble.

    This is going to be a thread section not unlike the Bite Size section of my journal.

    However, unlike that, I'll be posting (and you can if you really wish to) rather....... nonsensible posts.

    Not for the sake of being random (and if you post here, you better not be posting it for random's sake either), but for the sake that I need it to be written down. Whether as a future reminder, a small plot for a story I wish to write, an idea for a game, possibly a portion of a quote, or whatever.
    Whatever it is, it needs to be written out, and I have an awful habit of losing physical written objects and deleting the wrong files on my computer, so I'm placing it in my journal for my own purposes.
    Please, don't abuse it.

    And with that... my first nonsensible post:




    A finger quite small enough to fit and unlock
    Or perhaps, a lock small enough for only the small
    No parent, no weary trespasser may enter
    For only the child may enter

    But if lock is cheated
    And one of great size enters
    And one of great heaviness enters
    This secret of a haven will vanish
    Be tarnished
    And ruined

    It was not meant for you
    It was meant for you.

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    Re: Garble.

    ... note to self: Please put emergency headphones in backpack.


    ...having no headphones during the semester truly sucks......... especially when you stare at your mp3 player, as if it owed you something.

    Maybe I'll look in the student store in a bit... hopefully they have headphones.


    Oh, oh, and one more reminder: PLEASE update mp3 player...
    ...and try to figure out how to delete things from the darn thing! Transfer it into the miniSD card, please!

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    Re: Garble.

    If it's really just for the sake of keeping the stuff somewhere online, evernote does the job there.
    Maybe you want to check it out, it came in handy more than once for me.
    You are now breathing manually. :P

    E&OE;

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    Re: Garble.

    I've tried evernote before.

    It's coo awesome and great.

    .......except for one thing: I actually prefer my journal section.
    It's a good one-stop for me.

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    Re: Garble.

    Dear Kenstar..

    BREAK THAT PENCIL!!!!!!

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    Re: Garble.

    BEHOLDERS!


    SENTIENT NEBULAE!!


    ...yep.

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    Re: Garble.

    TAKE THAT. . . machines!

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    Re: Garble.

    Why won't you love me?
    You asked me to build you a house, I built you a house.
    You asked me to build you a house again, I built you a mansion.
    You asked me again, and I wondered why.

    Why won't you love me?
    You asked me to forget that woman, I already have.
    You asked me to forget that woman again, I've forgotten everyone but you.
    You asked me again, and I whimpered why.

    Why won't you love me?
    You asked me to give up my dreams, my dreams are your wish.
    You asked me to give up my dreams again, my hopes went with it.
    You asked me again, and I begged why.

    Why won't you love me?
    I turned away so that you would notice.
    But your message came to me again, almost automatic.

    I hesitated...
    But I replied.

    You replied again, as cold as ever.

    Why won't you love me?
    I turned away so that you would notice.
    But as I turned, I glimpsed you with other men.

    I wanted to tell you that they've done nothing for you.

    You turned to me as if you were innocent.
    I hinted to you. I prodded at you.
    You brought up the house, the woman, and my dreams again.

    Why won't you love me?
    I loved you more than any man has ever loved you.
    I loved you more than any man will ever love you.

    But when I said those words...
    You turned away...

    Cold. Distant.
    I felt alone. A dog, tied to a pole as you enter the store - watching you... loving others who have done nothing for you.


    A passerby walked towards me.
    Gives me attention, praises me, and encourages me.

    I ask if they wish for a house.
    They say...
    "Right here is fine."


    Another passerby walked towards me.
    Gives me love, adoration, and their trust.

    I ask if they wish for me to forget.
    They say...
    "At least remember me."


    Another passerby walked towards me.
    Gives me their time, their commitment, their loyalty.

    I ask if they wish for me to give up.
    They say...
    "Your dreams are beautiful."


    You came out of the store, yelling at me.
    You kicked me down.
    Told me to forget them.
    Told me to forget all this.

    WHY WON'T YOU LOVE ME?

    You kicked me again.
    And I fell.


    I felt a hand touch me...
    Warm. Close.

    I heard words whispered into my ear...
    Loving. Encouraging.

    Weak, I stumbled on my actions...
    I opened my eyes and saw her face.

    Weak, I stumbled on my emotions...
    I opened my heart and felt her love.

    She promised me things that were beyond my imagination.
    I knew nothing of the love she spoke. I've never felt it before.
    It was the love I always gave.
    But refused from being given.

    I rose.
    I looked you in the eyes.
    This woman's hand in mine.

    And I asked you again...

    Why.
    Won't.
    You - Love - Me?


    Your eyes shined with life.
    You saw her hand in mine.
    You panicked. You reached out your hand.
    You smiled. That smile that made me love you.

    I hesitated...
    But I never let go of her hand.

    Why.
    Won't.
    You - Love - Me?


    Your words fumbled.
    Your memories filled with false times.

    You loved me at that moment.
    Desperate to get me back.

    Your love burned brighter than it ever did.
    Bringing promises of things that would break your back.
    Bringing promises of things that would break your soul.

    But...

    This woman... whose hand I held and still hold...
    Her love burned brighter than yours.
    Her love burned infinitely brighter than yours.

    She didn't promise me sacrifice beyond measure.
    She didn't promise me selflessness beyond measure.

    She promised me love.
    She promised me friendship.
    She promised me partnership.

    She promised me love.
    She promised me that she would watch my back.
    She promised me that her soul would be with mine.

    You? ...your promises were desperate...

    ...her promises were genuine.



    Why wouldn't you love me?
    I gave you everything and so much more.

    You could have kept me.
    You could have been happy.

    But you wouldn't love me.
    And for that......

    I thank you.
    For without it, I found a true love.









    ............so suck it! :O


    ____________________________________


    You know in a relationship where a girl just broke up with her ex?
    You know how most times they never stop talking about the ex?
    And no matter how hard you try, they'll still remember that ex?

    Well, seeing that I'm the girl in this relationship - I happen to be the one that always remembers my ex.

    She was a big turning point in my life, so she does mean a lot to me.

    She was a grade A b!tch relationship-wise. And I'll never forget that.
    But one thing I'll never forget is the break-up.
    Because it meant I could be with Abu for good.
    And man do I love my gal.

    I still think about my ex.
    Wondering how she is.
    Wondering what she's doing.

    Just curious, really.

    You spend a good year with someone intimately and see if you can ever forget them.
    More specifically, giving all your love to that person for a good year - and see if you can ever forget them.

    Comparatively though, the love I had for that gal was like..... I dunno... ant-size, compared to the love I have for my gal right now.
    But still, that ant-sized love is bigger than most people's loves, I can tell you that.

    You wanna' talk about selflessness? You talk to me 7 years prior. That boy would do anything for that gal, and so much more.

    Now? It's all about equality.
    Abu and I are always equal in the end. We balance each other out through actions and personality. Content as a turtle in his shell.

    ......................ARE turtles content in their shells???

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