(T o T) the J-box site is driving me crazy!!
no money...
especially no money for shipping...
I DON'T NEED ANY OF IT!!
I LITERALLY DO NOT NEED ANY OF IT!!
(=__= ) ...
it's true... i'll want it really badly, and then after realizing everything... the fact of no money, the fact that i owe money to Darling and family, the fact that the new job is suppose to help pay for grooming school that's $2,000, the fact that still need to get basic office supplies to run my AVON efficiently... gah dammit...
getting too obsessed with things... Darling is right, we don't need those bentos...
and... gah, we could probably find a lot of these things at Little Tokyo... and if we can't, it's probably something i don't need...
(T_T ) da Abu is sad...
her mind cracked a bit...
like it usually does when she wants an item very badly, then admitting to herself she can't afford it...
*sigh* ... cut the list down to two, the stamp and a little doggie stapler-type that actually doesn't staple, but stitches the papers together... but there's only one left... and well, ya know...
( T_T) sorry to be whiny...
but that's how Abu reacts when she's overwhelmed with cute things...
cute, wonderful things that seem to rain like magic from the sky...
(>_< ) then she looks at the God damn price tag and it's ****ing $16, $30, $50 without shipping... and yes, that's a lot of money for the Dhabi...
:madder: and NO i will not ask Soshi! that's his money! and God knows he already pays for food, and pretty much all of my basic upkeep...and everything... and he's so good... and... i hate taking his money... it's his... and...
:nono: God dammit... i hope it's not that time again... i'm getting way too emotional...
um...
and that's the end of my show, DONK!!
