>.< mmm.. crap..*sigh*

It seems that she asked me to get there ( UK ) by March o.o it seemed a little impossible for me to get there that early.. but I'm making the next year my target year to get there..

I must make myself a passport.. and Visa.. the thing is.. I don't even know where the embassy is! xD

I'm also worried that mom might catch me in the act going to UK alone >.< secretly... My friends keep saying don't go.. but I want to.. every limbs on my body aches for it! I am sorry though if i can't get there by March..

You must MAKE YOURSELF a passport?

You mean... FORGE ONE?! :O



No wait...

You mean you're going to TURN YOURSELF INTO A PASSPORT?!!! :O
YOU MUSN'T! THE CONSEQUENCES CAN BE DIRE!
DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEE!!!!

xD Well not really.. im a legal citizen of malaysia :p sheeh... stop being silly man xD

It means i must go to the embassy and ask them to make me a new passport.. >.<

I think i'll ask my former boss about it...

So out of curiosity, why are your limbs aching to go there?

It was a metaphor saying.. or showing how much I want to get there :P hehehe

Hmm... she's getting depressed with what i said to her : / that i might not be able to get there by March *sigh* >.<

>.< Her depression is getting worse it seems.. she even seem like forcing me to go there T.T pushing me and even stressing me out about it... ~.~ what should I do.. I am not even sure when i'll be going back to Penang o.o how can I be sure when I can get myself a passport and when to book a ticket... also I need to NOT let my mom/family know about me getting to UK ...

Making a new passport would cost me money... so will buying a plane ticket >.<

Im anxious about going somewhere far too... >.< Heck.. possibility for me getting lost is as good as me feeling hungry tonight for dinner T.T Im scared and shit, but I wanna go there~ T.T

*ROLL ON THE FLOOR TO THINK* >.< Hmmm....

Maybe I'm just getting scared over no reason huh? >.< Hmm... *sigh* but I hate seeing her feeling like this.. but I don't want to do no empty promise just to make her feel better o.O Im no liar... >.< hmm...

sheesh~ ~.~

Maybe let your family think you're going to some class trip?
Some special project?

...maybe your job is sending you to some meeting?
I~unno.

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Originally Posted by Soshi Kitai

Maybe let your family think you're going to some class trip?
Some special project?

...maybe your job is sending you to some meeting?
I~unno.

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It's not an easy lie if i lie that way...they could check it up with my University
>.< if my mom finds out im going all the way to UK to meet up with a gal for a few days...there's no way I'll be allowed to go there T.T

So im planning on going there secretly.. the thing is.. if something happens to me when i get there... what would my family say to me >.<