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    Some emotional rot.

    Somethings broken.
    Lost and never found.
    Something important.
    A major piece.
    A blaring clue.
    A piece of me, was lost.
    And I can't find it in you.
    Somethings broken.
    Inside of me.
    It wasn't you.
    Or the one before.
    Just the pieces
    Already cluttering the floor.
    Obviously I'm not that strong,
    Not as strong as you think I am.
    Not as strong as you want me to be.
    I can't be.
    Comprimised of parts that are never whole.
    Strung together with shabby bits of string
    and worn weathered bone.
    My hearts always been broken.
    I've never had a home.
    I'll always be so very
    Alone.




    I wouldn't call this poetry. More like pretty mental vomit. that's why it's in my journal and not a post.
    I've been feeling pretty messed up. I'm depressed. I'm exhausted.
    I'm fifteen weeks pregnant and I'm too anxious and scared to go to the doctor. Totally irresponcible I know. But I will go soon. I swear. I just have to calm myself down and settle down a little so I can figure out where to go.
    I feel really left behind and abandoned by a lot of people. I know I probably pushed them away but it doesn't make it hurt any less to know it's my fault.

    Right now though. I really just want a burger. Pan fried at home with nothing but salt and pepper. I don't think I even want bread. Oh and some really cheesy mac and cheese. Yum.

    You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!

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    Re: Some emotional rot.

    Wow... A new avatar. A FIRST signature picture. And your very first journal entry as well.
    Looks like you're really showing your good ol' AO account some much needed attention.

    Sorry to hear you're not feeling so great lately.
    ... Not Ever Again...

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    Re: Some emotional rot.

    Quote Originally Posted by Peach_follows View Post
    Wow... A new avatar. A FIRST signature picture. And your very first journal entry as well.
    Looks like you're really showing your good ol' AO account some much needed attention.

    Sorry to hear you're not feeling so great lately.
    I'll feel better when I'm not too anxious to take care of myself. We should have our living situation situated by the end of the weekend and that will relax me a lot.

    I had some good pictures in my random files and I decided to take advantage. I also found a new program. So I was tickled.

    You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!

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