Thread: Anger V2

The World. i have been pissed at the world so bad. why?
the world, bitching me out for who i am. the world, just pissing me off.
but you know what? i've said some really dumb things for being angry at the world. saying i hated where i lived, but finding out later how much i loved it.
and my Mother. there were times where i truly hated her.
there were many problems with my mother..but then again i guess everyone's had problems. my dad died, and i felt he left me.

The last time I was angry, I was being called by one of my friends to give them a ride somewhere.
It seems like I'm the only mother ****er who has a ride in my circle of friends.
What irritates me more is that I live deep south compared to where my friends live(I live in Haysville,they all live Wichita), and they expect me to go up there and take them somewhere cause they're too lazy to walk a couple of blocks.

Funny thing is, when my car isn't going anywhere due to problems, no one can ever come and pick ME up! "Oh no, we don't have a vehicle. We have nothing but the same shitty excuses for you."

All I know is that I'm sick of driving people around. Can't have a single day pass without someone calling me for a ride. I'm not taking anyone anywhere today. They're beat.

I was last time really angry at my foster mum...She knew when I'm angry that she shouldnt touch me...But she grabbed me by my upperarm very tightly...
Then I snapped and hit her face with my fist...
I never said sorry cause she knew I would hit when she would grab me when I'm angry...
But one thing is for sure since then she never touches me when I'm angry...

Just this Wednesday we had our training. I was really pissed that time cause this guy was angry at me and he insulted me in front of everyone. To relieve the anger I had inside of me, I tried practicing my spike move (and you don't want to get near me when I spike, it goes everywhere... and hard too.). And for some reason, when the ball bounced back, it hit the guy on the back. I was laughing my head off. Yeah... Good times.

easy i go to the gym and hit the punching bag and think the person i want to hit is the punching bag.....and i got frustrated about my work since in my line of work if you're not a guy it takes hard work and blood and to get promoted.

Awsome, lately in kendo, someone keeps hitting ME with the stick, so eventually I lost it and wailed on them, their gone and kendo goes back to normal, all is right with that part of the world now.

anger is like a box of choclate some times you get a hold
of something nice and firm but full of flavour then other times
you get something crappy and it got a nothing in it just a bunch
loud crap that dosnt do anyone any good not even you.

me i get angry at impoertant stiff so it isnt waisted like most
chocolate pieces are ok that was a bad anology but you get what
i mean though anger is difrent for everyone and for me i dont let crap
bother me unless its really worh getting angry over like one time
i let a freind borrow something it took a month to save for it he broke it.

now that i think about it he never paid me back >.> geez im slack
anyway anger is something that is difrent for everyone