Its ashame that this has happened to such a beatiful lady like yourself but the most important thing is to try and avoid eating big amounts. when it's meal time like breakfast (always eat breakfast!) eat a small bowl of cereal, it will be tough of course but you must eat it! dinner, eat little amounts of food etc. sandwhich, you must get back into the habbit of eating at least three times a day and don't forget to do this everyday soon you wil eat more and more untill you are back to your orignal figure and eating patterns, i hope this helps you... but...sensory pleasures?