Thread: Fears

i would have to say in my top 5...

1.) myself: i fear the things i'm capable of when i'm afraid or upset or depressed and so on. i fear the potential withing me therefore i fear myself in every way.

2.) being alone: i fear almost as much as i fear myself that i will end up alone and forgotten by the world. i fear that because i am who i am people will reject me and in the end even animals wont remember me when i'm gone.

3.) death before fufillment: i fear that i may die before i've fufilled my purpose in life or even began to enjoy life to its fullest.

4.) rejection: i hate the idea of rejection because it makes me feel like i'm less than human when people i want to be around dont want me around. it makes me feel as if i'm beneath them and not worthy of their time and makes me feel that if i'm not good enough then... well, see #2.

5.) loss: i fear loseing someone or something close to me and never being able to get it back. i feel that if i where to lose the most important person in my life right now i would shut down inside and then i really would be less than human because i feel that our emotions define our humanity. without emotions, we're walking rotting corpses with little more than animal instincts.

those have to be my top 5 biggest fears. there are a lot of smaller ones like heights and such but these 5 are the foremost in my mind on the constant. they're not in order or anything because i really dont know what my biggest fear is but they're all pretty daunting in my life.

Here is my only fear, others I can actually do to get rid of it lol,

Confronting, that is my only fear out of all things really. its just I have a hard explaining this crazy situations lol.

ah, well I don't fear too much....but here are some of them!

1. Being Alone-I hate to be alone...one time at school I was really mad at all of my friends, and there was no one to talk to...I almost cried right there in school...

2. Rejection-Oh, my. I hate being rejected! It upsetes me so much, and since I hate to cry, I try to avoid being rejected at all costs....

3. Balconies-If I stand on the edge of a balcony, I start to get realllyyy dizzy and start swaying and I feel like I'm about to fall. I try to avoid them. But I'm not scared of being on a rooof...meh, weird....

Nothing really but if i was out in the middle of the ocean under water with a Great white who is hungary and has not ate for a week thats what iw ould be scareed off.

My number one fear would be my past and the horrible mistakes that I made and I fear that they will come back and ruin my life all over again....
I fear love because it is a very powerful force that can be helpful but at the same time destructive..and it can be very confusing also.....
I fear not having order in my life...because without order and stability my life would be in pieces that would be very hard to put back........
I fear of my dreams and pursuits not becoming true because without dreams...I am nothing...and I would like to make in impact in this world....

i fear being alone ..... i hate being alone because i love talking to my friends or anyone and i like joking with everybody ..... and being alone my first fear in my life
i fear that i can never make my dreams real ..... you can say half my life depend on my dreams ..... and that my second fear
i far love little ..... i fear love because i don't know what i have to do with the one i love and how i can make him happy ..... and this my third fear .... =^_^=

ok here are my fears in order from least to most

10.drowning
9.killers
8.falling off a high cliff
7.going some place alone with the guy I have a huge crush on
6.the visions I have in my dreams
5.people hating me
4.being rejected
3.dieong before i acomplish what i have set for myself
2.being alone
1.losing everyone I love and care for.

I fear those things because they are just scary to me.
loseing everyone would be like loseing my life.
lonlyness is bad either way
my life goals failing i would never forgive myself even in death
rejection is just hard on me
people that hate me i feel uncomfortable around them
the visions that i have are terrible. My moms side of the family have visions of the past or future and it creeps me out to see what my great grandma saw.