Thread: i need to talk

i really need somebody to talk to!! Just a third party!!
i've been so angry lately at everything. I bottle everything up and its about to explode. And yesterday just tipped the scales.
What's has been on my mind is yesterday i called my friend and he was at a party. i'm always stuck at this house and i guess i'm bitter cause of it. but
it made me mad cause all of my friends can go out places and I'm always suck at home and when i put in i wanna go all I hear is "oh i dont have the gas money" or, "I dont have enough room" and this is the best one "oh you live too far away". It makes me so mad!! and then he has the nerve to call and tell me how much of a good time they are having and the next thing i hear is "You know i love you right?". It makes me wanna scream and it hurts my feeling really bad.