If You Hadn't Been Born!

im always hearing from everyone just about how
they wish they hadn't been born and they only
say it when they think they have it worse than anyone
else.

For me i thought it myself and did some looking
around and asking questions and come to find out
if i hadnt been born my mom and dad would have
waited 5 more years before getting married.

also some of the people i have met have had drastic changes
in there lives since meeting me like a guy i bumped into last
week was working as a dr. he said if he hah not met me , he would
have never wanted to try and better himself because yours truly
was a real jerk >.> not that im talking bad about myself.

there are a lot of things that could have gone difrently if i hadnt
been born , so my question is this do you wish you hadnt been born?
and if you have what things would have went difrently if you wasnt born?

well im glad that i was born lol cuz right now my life is kinda awesome^^ but sometimes i wish i wasnt because of my past, for a long time i wish i could've been born later or none at all i might've got the chance to see and be with my real family. real parents. everything (i was adopted at birth) i might've had siblings. who knows? but i try my best not to think about it.

Most of us will never be able to answer this question.

I have wished I never exsisted... I mean... Sometimes its hard not to be a bit resentful, when you sit and realize that living was never your choice. You have to maintain your health and quality of life, but its a job none of us really signed up for. Thats why many people don't do a good job of taking care of themselves. Others, are born into situations where they couldn't take care of themselves accurately, if they wanted to. It jusseems unfair.

But All I really -know- Is that if I did not exsist my children would not. I also imagine that my parents my have divoreced sooner (My dad made it seem like he was only staying to raise me). But who knows... they may have lived a much less stressful life, and maybe they'd still be married... See... All anyone can do in tis topic... is speculate.

true they can specualte but its the unknown that seems
to atract so many , be it good or bad this is just one example
but i understand what you mean though and sometimes
i belive it takes a little bit of real life to make some apreciate
what they have though this thread dosnt cover all of that stuff.

Yeah sometimes I really wished I wasnt born...
Then I wouldn't carry a burden...
A past I want to forget...
Maybe if I was born later I maybe wouldn't...
Have to move alot from family to family...
Cause I'm a foster-child...
But sometimes I think I'm glad i've been born...
Cause I know that not everyone has it easy...
You will know that there are alot of other people whom...
Have a difficult life or how things shouldn't go...
And then again I dont know...

well being in a situation that has you contantly moving
from home to home can be very trying and yeah you really
dont have anything stable to grab on to but you do get
something from it no one else ever will and thats the knowledge
that you will be a stronger person from how you live.

im no expert on things like that but thinking about things
like this thread does give one pause about how things are
good or bad becuase there want be anything else like it
once you have gotten through the rough spots , it makes you
into some one who can handle things in a way that would
make somone else go crazy. i will stop there since i cant really say
much.

but wishing you were never born does make you
think on a lot of things

Thank you for your answer...
But it's true I feel sometimes stronger...
Some people say I'm strong and have a lot of courage...
Cause even being through like that...
I won't back down from a challenge or...
Something difficult...
It's true when I read this poem it made me think...
But I know now that somethings shouldnt go some ways...
And I want to help people/children with it when they...
Have it really hard and are unstable from it...
I'm still unstable but more stable then in the beginning...
And yet again thanks for your answer it helped me...
More to accept it where I'am now...^_^

I would have to say I am gratfull for being born... my life is not the best ever and most def. not the worst... but I have done things and affected people for the good and bad or their and my life to the exstent that it would be hard to think of my nonexsistance...