It's hard to decide whether I'd want to come back or not. If I were dead, I would want to come back for the one I love, but at the same time I would want to stay dead because it seems like I ruin everyones lives...like I don't have a place in the living world. Everyday I think of how I just make things worse for people, evn if I try to help them. I think of all the rejection I've faced in my years. All of those compromise whether I'd want to be revived or stay as one of the dead.

