Think about all the people before you who right for each other, now think why you're so attached to wanting to find a special someone because you obviously can't even accept yourself.
Large self esteem issues, negativity, limitation. A few of you're big problems, work on yourself and making you like you before you want someone else to like you too. You're mind is your sharpest tool don't let it sit out in the rain.
Priorities and goals, step by step.