Thread: Terrible Secrets

Originally Posted by RayMe

Well i think so too.. stealing is not as sinful as killing.. ^^ well if u steal over a purpose like starvation or ect etc.. then it's okay.. for fun? hmm dunno bout that... learning how to steal actually is not that bad... hmm.. u are actually learning a new skill to live on.. maybe u get stroke with some problems in the future and u need 2 steal something.. :/ well yeah

what,... ? ur fiancee? ouch.. @.@

I am on9 secretly from my parents acknowledge now xD if they know.. im in big trouble.. sheesh

yes my fiancee her names jessica we've been together for almost as long as we've known each other, so it doesn't really bother me that much, i just that inevitable sting of jealousy, and feeling of betrayal, but it's not a big deal it's not like i haven't slept around on her

i should be doing a research paper my professor made due early, but i'm not i really am not in the mood to do my college work right now, i want to write a poem but i can't find the right words to start the first stanza after that it's easy flowing

hmm i would love to read a poem of urs.. ^^

I ditch school work for 1 year back when i was 13.. wow.. i am too laxy xD

Originally Posted by RayMe

hmm i would love to read a poem of urs.. ^^

I ditch school work for 1 year back when i was 13.. wow.. i am too laxy xD

i posted this earlier in this thread. but i have no problems posting it again. i have a whole book that's at a publisher's should be out next fall, should they keep wanting me to write more poetry for it, but between work and college i have little time to do that. you might have guessed it already but i am skipping all of my classes today.

The dreams i carried
The memories i keep
they always stay
they never retreat
leaving me in pain
leaving me in agony
a totured soul
is what remains
of the man
whose heart you made leap
that you'll always keep
the dreams i carry
how they make me wary
to close my eyes
to go to sleep
these trecherous memories
how they make me weep
to remember why
we had to say gooodbye
to remember why
you had to die
and leave me alone
in this evil world
a broken heart
a tortured soul
is all that's left
of the guy
you used to know.
used to love
used to hold.
MJH
April 13, 1999

one more secret of mine no one really knows but a FEW PEOPLE,
i kinda drove a car in a ditch and left it. and the car's owner , believe it or not, they mayor of chicago and he was trying to hunt me down

That sounds more like a bluff xD

cars... that remind me that i was angry this 1 time that i let my anger go away by scratching other ppl's cars... ooh the sound is so nice... *screeeeech*

whatever, you dont have to believe me, i really dont care. i would rather have that anyway, that way it wont get back to him

living life to only find
the light that exists
darkens my mind
if only i could lie in bed
and close my eyes
to ssek the sleep
tht has long been denied
to succumb to my dark dreams
to live in peace, not in pain
to leave life to fate
the wishes and dreams i carry
slowly fade away
by midnights light you faded away