If my favourite things were gone forever and i could never ever get them back i would probably try and find some more favourite things to do, their is no nesscary reason to kill yourself but if i couldn't do anyhting yes i would change and kill myself because i couldn't live with just being their in a wheelchair all day and all night thinking about what i used to be able to do, i couldn't handle that. If i had like a disability were i wasn't aware of what was going on and that i couldn't do anyhting it wouldn't really bother me because i wuoldnt know whats was what and what was diffrent because i don't have to choice anymore and someone else is looking after me.