For me it's all a matter of who I am with.
It's funny, but I have never been any good at protecting myself. I go into a weird freeze panic mode. My therapist said it goes back to childhood traumas. I have been know to strike out a few times. Pure adrenaline, no conscious thought involved there.
However, when there is someone for me to protect, someone I care about... He_l get out of the way. It's the strangest thing. All of a sudden my mind snaps and I'm in savior mode. I will do anything and everything to protect the one(s) I am with. Again, no conscious thought involved, I just do it.
So, if I was alone... I suppose I would be killed, or worse. I would panic freeze on the spot like Bambi in the headlights.
However, if I was with someone I would do the stupid thing... I would allow them to escape, while I delayed (or stopped) the psycho. I suppose if he turned out to be some sort of creature, death would probably be preferable to the multitude of possibilities. lol
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