No, I can't really say that I'm afraid of it. I just don't ever want to fall in love ever again. The old saying three strikes your out, keeps running through my mind and I have had enough of it to last a life time. It's not really the falling part that hurts, it's the part where you give everything that you have to the other person and they still won't except who or what you are and have to offer. I won't tell someone to try it, because I have already done so. I just don't want to go through it again and fail like I have done. It's easier to close yourself off and not let anyone near you again. But if you chose that path you must be ready to be alone for the rest of your life. That is something that I am ready for. I am tired of trying to make love work, it's just not worth it. Atleast it's not worth it for me. But for all of you out there who still believe in it, I say go for it. You may not get the same results as me, but you never know until you try it for yourself.