My first kiss took me by surprise and made me mad. It wasn't how I imagined it. I was at the playground (I was 16yrs old) and playing with one of the children. He was to short to reach the monkey bars, so I held him up. While I held him, my boyfriend at the time ran up and kissed me. Then afterward he just stood there staring at me. It made me so mad.
There was a reason I never kissed him, or anyone else (a reason in which I'm not saying), and he ruined it. I wanted my first kiss to be special not just a kiss because he felt like it. I didn't want it.
In other words... It was awful.