I'm so confused. I feel like I'm being pulled in too many directions, and I have too much stuff to do. I wish the world would just stop spinning for a day so I can sleep, eat, etc.
Seems like am always distracted by someone or something, and then all of sudden I'm running out of time. Don't have enough time to sleep, I wake up late, run out the door to work, no time to eat, then I work 8 hours, go home, talk to people, then BAM its 6am and I try to get a bit of shut eye. And repeat.
Then I have people who I feel are toying with me, I don't understand them at all. Like one minute they will be super nice then the next they are so cold and distant. I'm not sure people actually like me for me, I always feel like they are just using me for one thing or another. I guess I should stop thinking and just try to be happy.
My best friend from kindergarten texted me, she wants to get together again. I kinda miss her, we have been friends for a long time now seeing that were old. She is married with kids, and I have no one. However her marriage is dead and they only stay together for the kids. So I'm not too envious.
This week is customer service week at work, usually customer service week rocks, this week kinda sucks though, they took out all the fun. They used to give out prizes and stuff. Now they just gave everyone a thanks for your hard work award. Saturday is PJ day, I feel weird wearing PJ's to work but it is comfy.
I ordered a knife for my 3 year anniversary award from work. lol I couldn't think of getting anything else more suiting.
My shift is changing again, 1:30 pm to 10:00 with Friday and Saturday off versus my current shift 3:30 to mid Sunday and Monday off. I do get Halloween off since its on a Saturday. I was thinking about being the grim reaper, because I found this cute girly grim reaper costume.
And if you are wondering why I wrote down a whole bunch of different random stuff, its because I'm trying to get it off my mind so I can sleep.
And flash chat is great, I never knew their were so many cool people here until now.