I'm sorry you are going through so much, Zev.
I understand how it feels to be afraid about getting laid off. I lost my job, but I had to wait two months to find out who would go. -_-
I hope you are able to find out what's wrong with you as far as your health goes O.O
And what is with the stalker O.o; That's... very unsettling. Have you talked to anyone about it?
I hope things get better Zev If you need a kind ear I'm a good listener. Or, reader in this case ^.^