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    careless

    careless in my mind a single thought,
    the single reason for my pain.
    never will i be able to be there,
    never will i hear you say my name.
    i have tried but you ignore,
    whats wrong with me that you do not care,
    that you feel sore.
    why am i even here to feel all this pain,
    i'll never be the same.
    wait i am always like this, it this it.
    the pain inside of it all.
    the anger i feel because all i try fails,
    no one reads my journals or poems, it never fails.
    careless is the world that i have been placed in,
    never there very me in the end.
    no one cares so it's time i stop tryin,
    time i quit my life and stop cryin.
    i don't want to pain anymore,
    don't want hurt don't want to let you see me like this,
    distraught and alone and without you so careless.
    my pain is all that i feel, i am without success,
    why can't i get through this.
    reminising, regressing, crying, and unsustaining.
    hurting, angry, confused and mangling,
    the poems i write when i print them on paper,
    i just wanted to like her.
    hell why would anyone love me,
    they don't take my pain seriously,
    so now to die at my own hands,
    i'll send this before i go and be deceased
    please let my pain cease.........

    so careless.....
    so meaningless.....
    so screwed.....
    so dead inside.....
    so what.....
    who cares.....
    not like anyone's there.....
    don't be decieved.....
    just let me die.....
    so that this carelessness can finally die...............( :.( )......................................

    Far be it for me to be anything special, when the only special thing I desire with me, is the special person I share my gifts with.

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    I dont believe you should suicide...its not the answer to everything....i find it hard to go through life myself...but i dont run away becuz im not like that...i have courage to do what i can do to make myself happy...to have courage...jus look at your sig.."I am everything that I thought I would never be..."...that has a meaning to it...i dont see a "not" in it...so i encourage you to be courageous...dont run away froma challenge...finish it to the best of your ability..im sure you'll be satisfied

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    Suicide is a cowards way of saying you're weak.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Kasai
    Suicide is a cowards way of saying you're weak.
    LoL...wow...pretty strong words dontcha think? We're not trying to make fun of him...we trying to save HIM...lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by Boo45
    LoL...wow...pretty strong words dontcha think? We're not trying to make fun of him...we trying to save HIM...lol
    I'm not making fun of him. I went throguh a lil depression period of my life. Just because things arent going his way....There's no need to kill yourself. Suck it up and move on with life. It will get better.
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    Hehe...i c....i guess people jus got their opinions

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    I understand that. But, life....is something...That I care deeply for.
    Seduced by Flesh


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    Same for me...i care about peoples lives and try my best to protect the ones i love and the ones that i do not know

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