I never knew how much I depended upon my great aunt. I found myself referring to her more and more and missing her. Saying how much she couldve helped this person and that.
My mother caused another effect. She never told me my aunt passed, I heard from a friend. To this day she has not said that my aunt passed. I'm starting to act the same way. If something pains me I'll keep that something to myself. Even if I need to tell my mother.