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EiriYuki's first, real, serious poem.
Well I may be the one to blame
But I refuse to hold such shame
You call my name in a crime
But I’ve already done my time
You say that it’s okay to cry
But does it help? ...when your heart’s so dry
You hear my cries in the middle of the night
But turn your head to see the light
I look into your eyes and see no faith
Only the gust of wind that blew your soul away
I call for you to help me up and only hear the thunder’s light
You say that I’ve done wrong
But my heart remains yet strong
For it is I who will be the one to silence my heaven to serene, for all the things that stand unclear
You say I have the right to fear as I look at myself in the mirror; my arm reaching out to you
But your soul remins too queer
You say I’m not worth living
But I shall stand, for I am still breathing
You say I shouldn’t have faith
But I still hold the key to the gate
You say that I don’t need to speak, but the words mean everything...
You say hurtful things and pretend it’s just as dear
Yet you place your hand on my chest, wanting to feel my heart’s beats
...You close your eyes as it repeats
You feel my cheeks wet from tears
And forgive me for all my sinful tears
You tell me not to cry, that you’ll be back to say goodbye
I know that it’s hard to try; pretending that you are mine
And yet you say it’s okay to lie
But I don’t want to be the one to die...
I have a burden in my soul to keep me from growing old
And I’ll be the one to sleep; lying in something that’s so sweet
Like your eyes in the morning’s sunshine
You say I have yet to fear of your presence lurking near
I clutch my fists and know your already here... as the whispers reach my ear...
Like the ghost that dwells in the night... one afraid of its might
Your eyes explain that it is me to blame
When all I did was call your name...
You tell me that it’s a shame I lived
You say that I deserve to die
When all I did was make you cry
You tell me you’re the one to fear... but I hear your cries oh so clear
Well I may be the one to blame
But I will never hold that shame
You call my name in a crime, and for the last time, I look into your blue eyes, thinking what it would have been like if we were both to die
I pull the trigger, and in a minute... you will arrive, to tell me you had kept your promise... you really did come back to say goodbye...
For the first time I felt my body shiver as your presence left me so clear...
I call for you to help me up and only hear the thunder’s light
...Remembering the night you left, I have yet to even rest...
I see the sunlight every morning, knowing that your heart’s still growing
Well I may be the one to blame
But I refuse to hold such shame
You still call my name in every crime, but I had already done my time...
I think of you and begin to cry, but remember that this was only a witty goodbye... that you’ll be back in some time...
