My Lord forgive me,
For I will never forget how you embraced me.
Your love inside me has been pulled away;
My heart shattered into unimaginable pieces.
Lord I know you still care, I know you still love...
But show me a way to help myself,
For I can no longer go on,
I can no longer pull through.
Lord send me an angel to guide my way...
So that I won't be hurt or afraid.
Lord tell me how to pull through this ordeal?
I no longer want to be in the hands of the enemy.
Suicide seems like an option;
But how can I take my life when the right is not mine?
Lord I tried so hard, I really did.
I want to kill myself.
Notes: I got nothing to say about this.... It's just emptiness, loneliness... desperation of seeking.... I want to die.......
i'll forgive you my child..lol, Nice poem.
Please Esthered, be strong. Suicide will not make things right. Just try to bring out the good things of life and i'm sure you'll enjoy life again. Great poem!