Thread: My Lord...

My Lord...

My Lord forgive me,
For I will never forget how you embraced me.
Your love inside me has been pulled away;
My heart shattered into unimaginable pieces.
Lord I know you still care, I know you still love...

But show me a way to help myself,
For I can no longer go on,
I can no longer pull through.

Lord send me an angel to guide my way...
So that I won't be hurt or afraid.
Lord tell me how to pull through this ordeal?
I no longer want to be in the hands of the enemy.

Suicide seems like an option;
But how can I take my life when the right is not mine?
Lord I tried so hard, I really did.
I want to kill myself.


Notes: I got nothing to say about this.... It's just emptiness, loneliness... desperation of seeking.... I want to die.......