Can't you just leave? Are you mentally challenged, or just dumb?
To let you know how concerned I am personally, I'll tell you this. I'm sittin' here, eatin' a couple homemade breakfast burritos and hash browns (which are GREAT!) and counting my tips from last night.
Thus, my major concerns right now are "How am I going to eat all this?" and "Why am I such an awesome bartender?"
You're really NOT doing anything for yourself or anybody else right now. Don't take it as criticism, take it as a truthful statement meant to show you that you're whole gripe is pointless.