Thread: No life...

no life...
no hope...
no heart anymore...
no one cares at home...
no one loves me,
outside my four walls.
no one desires me...
no one wants to hear my voice...
no one wants to read my words,
now I have no chance in life...
sanity i can't keep...
friends i can't have...
no money...
no way out...
no solitude...
i can't do this anymore...
i can't take the pain...
why am i regressing to this again...
i want so badly...
to end my suffering...
and that of others,
through my life...
i hate me...
more than i hate,
the ones that hate me...
i hate being me...
i hate being,
like this...
when will i have release,
from the pain plagueing my soul,
i don't want this,
don't care anymore,
i cannot feel loved,
and when i am,
i cannot love back...
i cannot be loved...
a tear frops from my eye...
why can't i die,
what more must go on...
i hate this all now,
i wish i could move on...
for years now...
the pain has speared me...
tormenting my soul,
my mind and body...
i want to go away...
i never show my face again...
i wish a cloak i could obtain...
to hide my physical,
mental and spiritual scars...
GO AWAY....
YOU DO NOT LOVE ME!!!
such an empty word...
love......ha,
now go and leave me be...
for now my sanity is no more...
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hello darkness...
SHADE has returned........

------------Justin-------------