Nothingness of Myself [P]
Nothingness of Myself.
Every second this living pump beats;
My heart beats like nothingness.
When will I finally escape and die?
Return to my family and silently cry?
Does no one see me?
Or do they just watch me bleed?
Do you just enjoy the pain I'm going through?
Why the f*ck am I always stuck?
Can't be with the one I truly love;
Yet you're the one I always run to for help.
Someone please enlighten me-
Shake my head and tell me it's safe.
To finally wake up from this never ending dream.
Notes: I feel that this poem is too straightforward. One of my worser ones.