Thread: Tears and Pain

Tears of pain...
I thought my pain was over now.
I thought I could never hurt again....
....
I was wrong.
it looks bleak,
but there is a light at the end of this tunnel.
there is a chance to live the life,
that I always wanted to lead.
I just need one more chance.
I know I can't keep a lot of promises,
but there is one that I must keep.
one I must carry out.
the rest are just things I wish,
that I could do.
you know what it is I mean, love.
but right now,
I just to finish crying,
so the pain can seep out,
and be no more.
I want to do so much,
but I am only one man.
what limit do i have,
i do not know,
but if i could write for a living,
then my life would be set.
then i could pain no more,
but i have no means to help my dream.
only support... but that can't help,
as my support is battling allies now.
relatives fighting relatives,
a fued insues...
a cry at night knowing,
that my grandparents may never,
have a grandchild from me.
they'll die before that happens...
becuase i can't START a life.
i'm just sick of being on the losing team,
and sick of holding on to dying dreams.
my video game dream.... DEAD
it took 6 years to die.
But it did.
I can't write anymore,
and I can't keep this up.
I want to run away,
but I can't.
my life is here.
i'll forever be chained to this hell hole.
Fouke, Arkansas.... the home of a poet...
who never was.... (a tear is shed)

Justin McCormick (K' Heart)

"I am everything that I thought I would never be..."