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    Tears and Pain

    Tears of pain...
    I thought my pain was over now.
    I thought I could never hurt again....
    ....
    I was wrong.
    it looks bleak,
    but there is a light at the end of this tunnel.
    there is a chance to live the life,
    that I always wanted to lead.
    I just need one more chance.
    I know I can't keep a lot of promises,
    but there is one that I must keep.
    one I must carry out.
    the rest are just things I wish,
    that I could do.
    you know what it is I mean, love.
    but right now,
    I just to finish crying,
    so the pain can seep out,
    and be no more.
    I want to do so much,
    but I am only one man.
    what limit do i have,
    i do not know,
    but if i could write for a living,
    then my life would be set.
    then i could pain no more,
    but i have no means to help my dream.
    only support... but that can't help,
    as my support is battling allies now.
    relatives fighting relatives,
    a fued insues...
    a cry at night knowing,
    that my grandparents may never,
    have a grandchild from me.
    they'll die before that happens...
    becuase i can't START a life.
    i'm just sick of being on the losing team,
    and sick of holding on to dying dreams.
    my video game dream.... DEAD
    it took 6 years to die.
    But it did.
    I can't write anymore,
    and I can't keep this up.
    I want to run away,
    but I can't.
    my life is here.
    i'll forever be chained to this hell hole.
    Fouke, Arkansas.... the home of a poet...
    who never was.... (a tear is shed)

    Justin McCormick (K' Heart)

    "I am everything that I thought I would never be..."
    Last edited by Shade/K' Heart; May 13, 2005 at 09:31 AM. Reason: screwed my own *&%^# quote

    Far be it for me to be anything special, when the only special thing I desire with me, is the special person I share my gifts with.

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    just as a question, why is everything so sad here. tis good, but sad.
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    T-T so good
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    very; very very good! its awsome... and i hope all ur dreams haven't died. that's just so sad... very good poem. u can still write; ur my favorite poet! U just need to find some more inspiration (thats y I haven't been posting); don't give up yet!

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    Sadnness, is something we all have and want to share whit each other to be happy, that's why, btw nice poem.

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    well i love you and you will have a life and its going to be with me.
    LIFES NOT A GARDEN SO STOP ACTING LIKE A STUPID HOE.

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    Ladies and Gentleman... this is my life. I mean every word.... The only good news is I am loved... but she lives so far away, and can't be here with me, where my life is for months and worse yet, years to come.... My only hope is that I can either take her back here, and seclude myself from my life... or find some way to move up there with her. It's so hard... I want to be there with her... but I have to have nearly $150 just to be able to travel by myself. I'm sorry, that I can't do more for you my love... this is the harsh reality of whom many think of as a "nice guy" or even a dream.... This is my harsh reality.

    Far be it for me to be anything special, when the only special thing I desire with me, is the special person I share my gifts with.

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