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    Exclamation True, Hard Emotion......... (Please Read for my sake...)

    i hate my life,
    i hate my family,
    they don't car about me anymore.

    you probably think i am rambling,
    well you try living as Justin McCormick.

    get in my shoes and see,
    what it's like to feel NOTHING.
    to BE NOTHING!!!

    All I have is a computer that,
    I can only get one for an hour or so,
    and that can't relieve me,
    of a lifetime of pain.

    there is no way that my family understands,
    the pain that i have,
    "what pain" my mom asks me.
    "you don't understand" i say.

    no one is there for me,
    NO ONE!!!

    how can i be alive...
    i can't feel anything anymore.
    i'm tired of trying,
    please make it stop.

    let me go,
    let me get away from this,
    just one day,
    is that too much to ask.

    one day for love,
    one day for happiness,
    one day to be free and,
    one day for a kiss.

    just one time i wanna feel loved,
    and not have to return to this place,
    this hell on earth,
    that i live everyday.

    no one can be me,
    because they can't even stand,
    for it took me years to learn
    how to walk on my legs.

    crooked legs,
    hyperactive reflexes,
    shakes like that of a stroke.

    no one know all that is wrong with me.
    how can they,
    they aren't me.

    just go away,
    unless you want a scrap heap,
    for a friend.

    no one can love a borken car,
    because they have no use for it,
    and the same holds for me.

    my mind is the only thing,
    is good about me and,
    it's damaged too.

    damaged from long ago,
    and insanity through this life,
    and more pain to come too.

    please take this seriously,
    this is more than a poem,
    it's how I feel at ,
    the moment's written notice.

    so if you think junk I may be,
    then leave me laying,
    crying.. dying,
    on the floor.

    just don't care somewhere else,
    out of my sight,
    for i've seen carelessness enough,
    but those who do linger.
    I wanna know who cares.

    not that there's been many,
    all i get now is,
    "I don't cares....."

    I think that's enough.....................

    Justin McCormick...... "How can one man recieve so much hate, because he tries to be so good to others he doesn't even know....."

    Far be it for me to be anything special, when the only special thing I desire with me, is the special person I share my gifts with.

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    -sits down on the floor with Jay Jay and just snuggles up to him-

    It'll get better dumpling.
    Seduced by Flesh


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    common your life can't be that bad

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    I give you my regards,because I see you're in pain.

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    I guess I won't understand your pain unless I feel it myself, but I pray that you'll find a friend who'll really care and listen to you. Perhaps you just need to find the right person to hug and tell your story to. Someone who'll listen, I think that's the greatest medicine you'll find in your time of true sadness. Good dreams to you, and never lose hope. (hope this helps)

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    Wow um your life can't be that bad lol. Trust in the turtle and you will understand that there are people worse off than you.

    Read Magical Detective Daisuke. Part 9 is finally out! Click here to read it! For the complete collection of Magical Detective Daisuke click here.

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    If you need someone to talk to you can talk to me. if you need hope and happines in your life i'll do my best. this is not someone trying to find a friend or someone taking pity upon you but someone looking upon you and feeling the need to help. other than that i hope you can find laughter and joy somewhere.

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