Thread: Where's My Turn...

when will I find,
my chance in this life.
what will come first,
one chance or another.
when will i find relief,
in one form or another,
i can't ifnd it where'ver i turn.
i want a chance to live,
or my turn to die,
since neither i can seem,
to have either.
i can't live,
because i was never alive,
same one time,
recent......
the only thing i wanted,
was love,
it's all i need.
since i can't find it,
then what else can i like,
that i can recieve.
no one seems to care,
save one.
but she can't always be there,
and i'm being forced away from her.
i want so badly to hear from her,
the only friend i have,
but i want my turn to die,
or is it fear.....
i don't know anymore,
i'm numb from the toes up.
a shiver runs up my spine,
remember, no one is at all like me.
so now i return to the darkness,
i hear it calling me again.
i really dont want to go,
but no one else is there to stop me.
the only path i see,
leads to the darkness.
i only pray,
that death is there to greet me.
"is it my turn, yet....." I scream!!!

Justin McCormick (SHADE---K' Heart is gone for now.)

"No one knows me, anymore...... The darkness consumes me...."