Thread: yM|Mind

“NO… not again.
I can’t do this anymore…”

In the floor kneeling grasping for my mind,
Trying to tear away my pain,
Her face.

“Why won‘t you leave me ALONE!!!
GO AWAY!!!
Let me stay ALIVE…
FOR…. ONE…. DAY!!!”

I cry till I hurt,
I cry because I hurt,
I cry because I cannot do anything,
But hurt.

“WHY!!!!
Let me BE!!!!
I just wanted love,
Is that too much to ask?”

I grasp for my brain,
Trying to rip her face away,
When I see another’s

The pain fades,
And I feel the love of the only one,
The only chance I ever had.
But the one I can never love.

“I still can‘t love you…
You know that.
I still have one more year,
Before I can even think about that.
You know that.”

I remember my only kiss…
The thief of my innocence.
For the longest time I feel,
That bond I had so real….

I cry again… I miss that…
That… love.

She stole my heart,
And a part of myself.
Now I am not whole,
I have a vacancy.

I lean back on my feet,
And look towards the heavens.

“Do these tears I shed,
Mean anything?
I‘m a waste of clay,
A waste of space.”

“Fill this with another,
So that the world can be better off.
I‘ll never be truly loved,
Only befriended.
And barely that….”

I fall to the floor,
Fatigued by the battle.

“Take me…
Please…”

And with that I fade….

By: Justin McCormick