Awesome thread Aya-kun.
My first relationship played a significant role in my life. I couldn't even comprehend where I would be standing today.... or if I would even be alive. I lived a cruel, depressing life before I got fully acquanted with my first Boyfriend. Love didn't just give me an oppurtunity to hug, kiss and share my affection without another individual. It gave me a will to live, which I didn't have before. I use to be a social outcast... I was cynical and I never found myself wanting to sit among the loud, obnoxious people in my school or society in general. So I chose to set myself apart from those people. It was a lonely life. Although I chose that path in life, I still envied others and I still craved for what they possessed. My partner at the time offered me friendship and company. What found amusing was.... he was so much like me. We shared such similar views and perspectives on life, it was scary. ^_^Originally Posted by Aya-kun
He offered me what everyone already had.... but at the same time something noone would ever possess. I cherish him dearly for that. I am forever thankful for our relationship.
Curious isn't the right term..... hmmm, I'd go for nosey. lol jk. I've only ever had 1 Boyfriend. I was always so Picky. He is different to everyone I've ever met. He was unique... Like myself he was cynical and he found most people in life to be obnoxious and overall, moronic. But he was never a cold hearted person. He is one of or if not the most generous person I've ever known. He has a tendany to forget things, lol. But apart from that he's sincere, understanding and trustworthy. Respectful..... too respectful, he was always afraid to make any sort of contact with me, feared that I would be uncomfortable if he tried to do anything, lol. He's the only person in my life as of now that I put 100% trust and confidence in. Most importantly he never let anyone else influence his perspective on me. He didn't care that I was different or that I was weighed down with so many emotional barriers.Originally Posted by Aya-kun
Due to changing circumstances, we are no longer together. But I will always love him. ^_^
Ehehe, sorry Aya-kun... I know you weren't expecting such an evil response. lol.