Thread: Before... and after

*a-hem* That's good Shu-san. You've done your thinking on your steps. I wish things will go well for you.

now if you excuse me, i need study I.T and practice maths. I got exams tomorrow. /0[]0\ OH GEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my story? (^_^)lll erm............ whoops! next time buddy~

bye kedar-san~ bye shu-san~
see ya around~ ^_^ take care, be careful, dont talk to strangers, remember to tell your mummy that you love her.. etc +.+ ..

baaa~~~ ^_^

*hugs kedar-san's feet* ^_^
*hugs shu-san's feet* (n.n)

Originally Posted by Aya-kun

*a-hem* That's good Shu-san. You've done your thinking on your steps. I wish things will go well for you.

now if you excuse me, i need study I.T and practice maths. I got exams tomorrow. /0[]0\ OH GEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my story? (^_^)lll erm............ whoops! next time buddy~

bye kedar-san~ bye shu-san~
see ya around~ ^_^ take care, be careful, dont talk to strangers, remember to tell your mummy that you love her.. etc +.+ ..

baaa~~~ ^_^

*hugs kedar-san's feet* ^_^
*hugs shu-san's feet* (n.n)

bye.............................................

Ehehehehe, I do it differently, but I don't blame people who fall out of love with someone and search for their true love. A conditioned soul is prone to make mistakes, and I make a whole lot, too, so I am in no position to blame a fellow human being, but I rather gain experience and try to know about a certain someone from afar. I will study her until I know for sure that she is what seems to be.

That's why I don't fall in love that easily. My first relationship will be my last, that's it. I am not a hypocrite when it comes to serious matters!

Originally Posted by kedar

Ehehehehe, I do it differently, but I don't blame people who fall out of love with someone and search for their true love. A conditioned soul is prone to make mistakes, and I make a whole lot, too, so I am in no position to blame a fellow human being, but I rather gain experience and try to know about a certain someone from afar. I will study her until I know for sure that she is what seems to be.

That's why I don't fall in love that easily. My first relationship will be my last, that's it. I am not a hypocrite when it comes to serious matters!

but what if she doesnt feel the same? you will just give up?

Before- I was 15 before i got into this serious reltionship.

Almost no self control
Lots of parties with drugs present
Did some drugs for awhile
Lots of random boyfriends
Stealing boyfriends
Law Breaking
Midnight Cemetary Walks
Vandilizing
Abuse of alcohol
Leave for days without telling anyone
Never had a curfew so i always came home after 3am

After-

All my time was with him
Drank only at mature parties
Helped me quit drugs after 2 years of our four 1/2 years together
No more run ins with the law
No more of anything above, all faded away
None of that stuff was fun anymore, just him

I guess being in love or just having a serious relationship changes you and helps you to mature a little or alot.

Hmmm.... where should I begin. I'll keep this short and simple :
Unlike Reesy and Innerhell I have never really been depressed or displeased with my life. How has life changed before and after my relationships. It hasn't changed much at all. Probably because I still haven't found the right person to share my life with.

So far I have been in 3 relationships. They were never flings for me, but I guess the girls I dated didn't think the same way. They kissed me, Hugged me and told me that they "Loved me". Lies dammnit!! All Darn LIES!! >.< I'm not completely crushed by how I was ditched and left broken in the gutter. It has made me a stronger person.... I do feel stupid that it took me 3 trials to realise the deceptive ways of some women. But Pshhhhhh!!.... I'm stupid. >.<

I just want to focus on my career in the Army now and wait for the right girl to come to me.

Originally Posted by cerebrum

Hmmm.... where should I begin. I'll keep this short and simple :
Unlike Reesy and Innerhell I have never really been depressed or displeased with my life. How has life changed before and after my relationships. It hasn't changed much at all. Probably because I still haven't found the right person to share my life with.

So far I have been in 3 relationships. They were never flings for me, but I guess the girls I dated didn't think the same way. They kissed me, Hugged me and told me that they "Loved me". Lies dammnit!! All Darn LIES!! >.< I'm not completely crushed by how I was ditched and left broken in the gutter. It has made me a stronger person.... I do feel stupid that it took me 3 trials to realise the deceptive ways of some women. But Pshhhhhh!!.... I'm stupid. >.<

I just want to focus on my career in the Army now and wait for the right girl to come to me.

poor you...
every relationship is every pain in the ass. it depends how strong our mind is to withstand this. ^^
you have a career in army? 0_0

@nympho
wild days ends huh? ^^"