Alive

How am I still alive?
Even this fact I do not know.
I've tried my hardest to work,
and the world has hated me so.

I've been trampled,
and punched and kicked.
I've been wrecked and,
tossed at the wayside.

I've been hated by many,
and loved by few....
Only do I have a chance,
to do what I do.

I am still living,
and still alive.
A small hope in me,
is slowly dying.

Those who decieve me,
decieve me no more.
Talking about a certain person,
a certain family and a certain whore.

But i have a few that believe,
that i can live my life my way.
I'll continue to fight it out,
'till I get what i deserve one day.

I'll be the one that laughs,
in all thier faces soon.
I just hope my ex-girl,
takes out for whom she's suppose to.

Death and destruction await,
and too bad I'm not there to see
I've still alive and thankful for that,
but I'll watch them burn in eternity.

Those that scorned us,
and left us to in a death dive.
I yell this to you,
I'M STILL ALIVE!!!

Justin