deal with the puncuation and misspelling its just my style
i go and smite down all things in my way
my heart is torn in mulitply directions
unknown to all i die slowly, but still fighting.
i smite all that oppose me...
i lock out all around me
i fear that someone one day might get in and find out whats going on
i fear for them, cause the truth is to horrid.
im falling apart each day, with nothing to hold me together.
i look to my freinds for help yet they shune me.
im still fighting though, i never could give in.
im still smiting those emotions and those that dare mock me
but im slowly losing my ground, i am slowly losing my strength
i fear for those around me.....i cannot be loved...
its to much to ask of you all.
i shall die alone, cause i dont want to hurt anyone....