Thread: another sad poem

this poem i made its kind of sad and stuff i hope u like guys im sorry if it has sometrhings that are not right i gess. its a poem that s more about meaning so yeah ^_^.


waiting next to the phone i waited patiently,

checking my emails looking for a word of her,

such sadness fills my heart to not hear her tonight,

have my sins cought up to me, have my mistakes

finaly delivered me to this hellish place,

i waited hours waiting for something that might tell me

why she hasn't called why she hasn't written, someone

giving me an oppurtunity to ask why, finding that

she went in a trip with out a note saying why,

worriedness comes to my heart with sadness,

and yet even as God is next to me i feel the sadness,

praying that she might be ok, unable to let sleep take me

i worried endlessly, it makes me wonder should i

do the same...no i cant i love her too much, letting the

first tear fall make a path for the others to follow,

suddenlly im unable to control anything anymore

she makes her own choices like everyone,

falling to depression over something so small

but im afraid...i dont want to loose her,

im so afraid...afraid not only of GOD

but to be alone in this world with out her,

i must be strong i must...GOD is with me...

i miss her with all my heart and so all

i do is wait for her counting the seconds....