anti-hope

anti-suicidal groups
have helps me through my twisted thoughts
anti-preps and anti-goths
influence clothes that i have bought

anti-love and anti-war
kills those thoguhts i had inside
anti- death wishes and notes
are why ive never learned to die

and i never learned tolet go
of everything ive ever known
of nothing that ive been shown
ive never let go

the anti-believers
have shown me not to be trusting
anti-fight enthusiests
have made me completely obscene

but noones said
how to let go
of everything that
ive ever knew tat ive known
today here i lie
and here i stand today
wondering why an old love
has decided to stay

and break me and haunt me through
my twisted thoughts
that anti-sucidal groups
were suppose to stop
but no matter if im happy,
angry,high or sad
im anti-hope forever
to forget the love that we had

I like the poem hun, its real nice, it shows what you've been through. Its emotionally powerful

It's nice. :) I like that it shows your past and that it's emotionally intact. :thumb: