Thread: Away from it all

This blood in my hands
The blood that came from the tears
The tears
From my dreams
And the walls that were covered in my fear
And the doors that were locked by my hate
The heart
That decided my feelings
Consumed by hate
Filled with fear
Further and further
The nothingness that keeps me going further
Turning my back further
I know
I’m tearing away
Because
The pieces
Are all falling away
My heart
Trying to say
“Hold there’s a reason, can’t you see?
Hold on, don’t turn and walk away”
My hearts screams were
Fading, dying and disappearing
Before they even reached me
As I turn away and begin to walk
I am building my way
With the tears I held dear
To the feelings I kept near
But never to the truth
That was so clear
My life served on a plate
My life given to anyone like nothing
I never knew how to feel
Hate
Anger
Or holding a grudge
I just don’t…
Just …
Don’t know what to do
I don’t think I can give anything anymore
Because no matter what I do nothing is ever good enough
I can’t give anymore
So I’m finally giving up
I am surrendering to my fate
To my unwanted dream
A fate that managed to hang on top of a tree
I am going to leave
I am going to leave from now
Till forever
Away from this life
Away from the hell I saw so many years
A hell I heard so much in my ears
A hell I saw in my friend’s tears
I will finally
Lie down
With out anything to think about
Alone from the beginning and alone till the end
No one was there when I looked
It looks no one will cry
At the day I die
Farewell and good bye
I may find peace
At this time I may
Rest in piece
At last
I will be far away
In nothing but a day
And the day is today
Today i will be finaly
Away From It All