Back and Forth!

Life can be so good yet feel so bad ,
i love you , i hate you there just just so much
rage everything that starts with love always
turns to hate eventually.

I have this disease that makes me want to
scream out loud ,I want you , I need you,
why cant you stay away ,everything is so
clear that i just loose my mind.

I wish that you could see what this feeling does
to me because everything i say seems to come
back on me , my life is a circle and i cant stop
loving you , everything i ever did i did for you.

I live a life of contradiction i say want you but
i want to run away , I have you , I lost you , I have you
back again my mind is almost gone and all i do is watch it
slip away.

This poem speaks very clearly of love lost...strangely enough i feel exactly as you've described. After falling in love, remaining there long after the other person betrays your feelings seems to be easier than trying to get rid of them completely. Does that mean that all romantic dreamers are masochists?

This poem actually says something that I know very much though....
(I woudln't say it her...)
Well it is very clear in the poem that it has many sudden change of events of love and It happens that it happens to me too...
This poem is a twisting or some sort of thing that I can't explain very clear..
But this poem actually goes straight into my HEART! somehow or something in it that is
clearly complicated or sophisticated to me....