Better Than I've Ever Been

Better than I've ever been
In whatever I'm ever in
Only a few good men
I should know
Cause I'm one of them

Build my own palace of place
Like I was playing Sims
Telling you this is why I'm hot
Like that boy Mims

So put your lighters up
Just like Lil Kim
Candles lit
I'm ready to release my therapy
Who's the one better than me

Get in front of the line so I can see
Professor of my class
All I do is teach
I'm so far gone you can't touch
Hands are out of reach

A heavy hitter
I probably should go str8 to the major league
Green is not your color
So you probably should get rid of all that hate & envy
Way past my prime
So I'm ahead of my time

Even in total darkness
You can say I shine
Illuminate any 99 problems that's mine
Don't know the words give up or stop trying
Look defeat in the eyes
And say tell the truth & stop lying

Only one who can beat me is myself
And no one else
Everything I lost
I paid the price
With my own cost

Not everything was my fault
But I manned up & took it as an "L"
Just like I played for the Atlanta Hawks
Employed to my own self
So I'm the boss

Yes sir, no sir
My signs up
So do not disturb
My friends want to stay in the streets
But they stuck on the curb
I'll ride through for them
And that's my word

My view on the perspective
Is some what like a bird
I see clearer now
Like glasses on a nerd
Talk what you know
And forget what you heard

Cleaner than I've ever been
So quit throwing dirt
I changed my whole wardrobe
While you just switched your shirt
Feeling like Christina Aguilera
Cause all I do is hurt

Family & friends can have more doubt & enmity
Than your enemy
And that is worst
Been blessed well
But got it bad with this curse

Mama saying that I need church
I reply I got to get this money first
The two don't mix
Like telling a secret over a chirp
That's why I feel 50 with Get Rich or Die Trying
So until then
Or until I am being carried in a hearse

I will quote one Bible verse
"Judge not, that you be not judged
For the judgment you pronounce you will be judge
And the measure you give
Will be the measure you get"

In judging another
You are judging yourself
I wonder what will happen
If I judge myself

I am better than I've ever been
In whatever I'm ever in
Only a few good men
I should know
Cause I am one of them

"Hope is the faith you have; Faith is your will to believe in hope..."